Monthly Archives: October 2018

True Freedom

There it is!  Down and to the right. 1.6 billion! Some freedom there, huh?


Financial freedom? Ah, that’s rhetorical.

Free time? Oh yeah.

Freedom to give like crazy…change the lives of others? You bet.

Freedom to experience almost anything? Health and physical mobility allowing, yup!

Freedom to roam, see as much of this planet as anyone ever has? Woohoo!

Inner freedom? Umm….

I am not knocking abundance. Or playing the lottery. I will have my ticket too.

But feel this with me. Without a connection to Love, the freedom money brings will be used trying to experience it…trying to feel whole, complete, and at peace with yourself. Yet this costs us only our fears.

True freedom is life without fear.

I used to think the fear of physical death was the source of the rest. I don’t know about that now. For me the idea of transition back into the non-physical and eventually into a new incarnation is exciting. I feel the same thrill around that as I feel when I imagine those numbers up there being my winning ones.

Yet I still find myself falling back into fear. Broke and in pain, with the old ways of earning income feeling like the death of my soul, I am forced to trust like never before. To let the freedom of authenticity in each present moment lead me home to Love and possibility.

I recognize the opportunity before me, and of it’s infinite value to mass consciousness. To remain free. To take my fear by the hand and dance our way to the mirror, loving all that we find there.




The After Effects of Meditation

I was aware, this afternoon, of the effect of my time in the morning connecting to what arose from the stillness of a sunrise meditation with Colleen. I was reminded of the difference it makes later on in a day, no matter what I’m doing.

Then I went home from my walk and just listened to the quiet urges and recorded a meditation. I tried to upload the file but it “is not supported” by this platform. I will work on it 🙂 Perhaps record one on my laptop. sigh…letting it go 🙂





The Fast Lane

I had a lot of fun making this. It felt good, and sharing it with you was even better.

Well, that is, if you watch it…then we shared that time.

I felt afterward like it was part 1 of sorts. I am excited to share more tomorrow morning, when I will be feeling very different in my body. Mornings are so much more painful.

Yes, I am looking forward to that. Because it is an opportunity to live what I talk about in this video. To experience, and demonstrate at the same time, how the Life we seek to connect with, the Prana/Source we are approaching and allowing in at the same time meets us there in our hearts in the present moment. When we need it the most, when we are experiencing something that could easily disconnect us from joy….how to reach out while reaching in, and come heart to heart with the Universe.

Wow, that is quite the lead up to tomorrow. No pressure, Todd.

But first….here was this afternoon. Me and you, talking about WHY we do what we do. Why we are spiritual seekers….